Workplace Reckonings

The Worth of Hollow Farm · Chapter 2 of 6

Chapter 2

By My Life Story Editorial · Published · Updated

Tomas arrived at Hollow Farm the following morning carrying a canvas satchel, three notebooks of his own, and the expression of a teacher already disappointed in his student.

Marin met him beside the barn.

“You’re late.”

He looked toward the rising sun.

“It’s six in the morning.”

“I’ve been awake since four.”

“That isn’t farming. That’s anxiety.”

“It feels productive.”

“It isn’t.”

That became their relationship.

Tomas was patient with animals and merciless with people.

Within an hour, Marin discovered how little she knew.

He taught her to examine hooves for rot, skin for parasites, eyes for infection, gums for color, and body condition without trusting weight alone.

He examined each Blackmir carefully.

The largest sow—the one Marin had mentally nicknamed the Admiral—stood still while Tomas ran both hands over her heavy shoulders.

“Good animal.”

“How good?”

“Don’t ask questions like a merchant.”

“I am a merchant.”

“No. You’re a farmer now.”

Marin frowned.

“That happened quickly.”

Tomas ignored her.

They spent two days reconstructing breeding records from Peter’s papers.

Marin had assumed most of her uncle’s notes were random farm scribblings.

They weren’t.

Peter had recorded births, parentage, temperament, survival rates, litter size, and physical traits going back nearly fourteen years.

Marin spread the papers across the kitchen table.

“He knew.”

“Of course he knew,” Tomas said.

“Why didn’t he sell them?”

“He tried to protect them.”

“From Hollis?”

“From everyone who wanted the profitable part without doing the patient part.”

Marin looked at him.

Tomas sighed.

“Hollis approached Peter years ago. Wanted exclusive ownership of the breeding line.”

“Why would Peter refuse?”

“Because Hollis planned to cross them for commercial stock and stop maintaining pure Blackmirs.”

Marin understood.

“He would have owned their useful traits.”

“And within another generation or two, there might have been no pure animals left.”

Suddenly her uncle’s poor financial condition looked different.

Peter had not merely failed to sell something valuable.

He had deliberately kept it from someone he did not trust.

Marin found a folded letter tucked inside the oldest notebook.

It was written in Peter’s shaky hand.

There was no envelope and no indication he had ever intended anyone to read it.

If there’s anybody left after me, don’t let people tell you these animals belong to the past simply because the future forgot how useful the past could be.

Marin read it twice.

Then she folded the paper and placed it inside her ledger.

That night rain began again.

Water spread through the bottom pasture, turning the ground dark and glossy.

Marin stood on the porch listening to frogs and distant thunder.

The Blackmirs were sleeping beneath a lean-to Peter had built on slightly raised ground.

For the first time, Hollow Farm felt less like an inheritance she had been trapped into accepting.

It felt like something entrusted to her.

Unfortunately, trust did not pay taxes.

Marin still had five months.

Her sixty-seven dollars became fifty-two after buying roofing materials.

Then forty-six after medicine and salt.

Then thirty-eight.

She needed income immediately.

So she returned to what she knew.

Books.

Accounts.

Numbers.

Marin posted a handwritten notice at the general store.

BOOKKEEPING, LEDGER REPAIR, INVENTORY ACCOUNTS. REASONABLE RATES. M. VOSS, HOLLOW FARM.

The storekeeper laughed.

“Farmers around here don’t hire bookkeepers.”

“Then they can hire me to prove why they should.”

Three days later, her first customer arrived.

A mill owner whose accounts had not balanced for eight months.

Marin found the error in forty minutes.

He paid her two dollars.

Two dollars became three clients.

Three became seven.

Soon Marin spent mornings repairing Hollow Farm and afternoons correcting local ledgers at the kitchen table.

She bartered bookkeeping for lumber.

For fence wire.

For nails.

For a used hand pump.

She traded two evenings of accounting work for a wagonload of cut boards.

The county began talking about Peter Voss’s city niece.

Some people admired her.

Some found her amusing.

Hollis Brackett did neither.

He watched.

Marin discovered that slowly.

A farmer who had agreed to sell her a used farrowing pen suddenly withdrew the offer.

A feed merchant refused credit after previously promising thirty days.

The man at the lumberyard apologized before explaining that someone had questioned whether Hollow Farm would survive long enough to pay future bills.

“Someone?” Marin asked.

He wouldn’t say the name.

He didn’t need to.

That evening Marin entered every incident in a separate notebook.

Tomas found her doing it.

“What’s that?”

“Evidence.”

“Of what?”

“I don’t know yet.”

“Then it isn’t evidence.”

“It will be.”

Tomas grunted.

“You really were an accountant.”

By late July, the weather changed.

Rain stopped.

Days became hotter.

The clay uplands hardened.

Creeks narrowed.

Corn leaves curled inward beneath the sun.

Every week brought another story.

A neighboring farmer sold cattle because he could not afford winter feed.

A family west of town abandoned twenty acres of corn.

Hay prices doubled.

The county newspaper began printing drought reports on the front page.

Hollow Farm remained wet.

The same drainage problems everyone had cursed now preserved moisture in the bottomland.

Sedge grew along the creek.

Willow roots held the banks.

Natural forage remained abundant.

And the Blackmirs flourished.

Marin began weighing purchased feed carefully.

The result startled even Tomas.

“They’re getting most of what they need themselves.”

“That’s what they were bred to do.”

“How much would Hollis spend feeding six conventional sows right now?”

Tomas named a figure.

Marin whistled.

Then she understood something else.

Hollis did not merely want rare animals.

He wanted an economic advantage during drought.

If he controlled the Blackmirs and drought-tolerant crosses produced from them, he could sell breeding stock to desperate farmers.

And if nobody else knew the source?

He could name the price.

Marin’s determination hardened.

August became September.

One morning she was brushing mud from the Admiral’s flank when she stopped.

The sow’s body had changed.

Marin called Tomas.

He arrived that afternoon, examined the animal, then moved from sow to sow.

When he finished, he leaned against the fence.

“Well.”

“What?”

“All six.”

“All six what?”

“Pregnant.”

Marin stared.

“You’re sure?”

“Unless they’ve all developed the same mysterious fondness for gaining weight.”

Her knees felt weak.

She sat on the fence rail.

“All six?”

“All six.”

“How?”

Tomas raised an eyebrow.

“I assume Peter owned a boar before he died.”

“I know that.”

“Then why did you ask?”

“I don’t know. I’m nervous.”

“You should be.”

Marin looked at him sharply.

“That was not comforting.”

“Farrowing rarely cares about comfort.”

“How many piglets?”

“Could be thirty.”

Her heart began pounding.

“Could be more.”

“How much more?”

“Forty.”

Six animals could become forty.

Forty could become a real breeding program.

Marin looked over the wet pasture.

For the first time she could see a path beyond survival.

She could register breeding pairs.

Sell selected stock.

Keep enough animals to preserve diversity.

Pay the taxes.

Repair the farm.

Maybe even build something Peter would have recognized as success.

Three days later, Hollis returned.

This time he came in a carriage.

That detail alone told Marin he had changed strategies.

He stepped onto the porch carrying a leather case.

“You’ve been busy.”

“So have you, apparently.”

His eyes moved toward the pasture.

The sows were visible beneath the trees.

“You’ve maintained them well.”

“Last time they were obsolete.”

“They still are.”

“Then you shouldn’t be interested.”

He opened the case.

Inside was a purchase agreement.

The figure made Marin stop breathing for half a second.

His second offer was nearly four times the first.

It would pay every debt.

The taxes.

Repairs.

It would leave enough money for Marin to return to the city and live comfortably for almost a year.

Three months earlier she might have accepted before Hollis finished uncapping his pen.

Now she closed the document.

“No.”

His eyebrows rose.

“You haven’t considered it.”

“I considered it.”

“For nine seconds?”

“Eight.”

“Miss Voss.”

“Mr. Brackett.”

His voice cooled.

“You are carrying debt on land that produces almost nothing.”

“Almost.”

“You have no meaningful commercial herd.”

“Not yet.”

Something flashed in his eyes.

He knew.

Marin smiled slightly.

“You knew the sows were bred.”

Hollis said nothing.

“How long?”

“I don’t know what you mean.”

“You didn’t raise your offer because you admire my roof repairs.”

He closed the leather case.

“I’m offering you a generous solution to a difficult situation.”

“And I’m declining.”

“Think carefully.”

“I have.”

“A woman in your position benefits from the goodwill of established men in this county.”

Marin studied him.

There it was.

Not even carefully hidden anymore.

“Are you threatening me?”

“I’m advising you.”

“And what happens if I refuse your goodwill?”

Hollis’s eyes went cold.

“You’ll find out.”

Marin stepped closer.

It was not bravado.

Her hands were sweating.

But she refused to retreat.

“My uncle refused you too, didn’t he?”

A muscle moved along Hollis’s jaw.

“He was an impractical man.”

“He kept the breed alive.”

“He kept himself poor.”

“Maybe he thought some things were worth more than the first price offered.”

Hollis picked up his hat.

“There are lessons poverty teaches very efficiently, Miss Voss.”

Marin opened the door.

“And there are lessons desperation teaches about the people waiting to profit from it.”

He stared at her.

Then left.

Marin did not realize she had been holding her breath until the carriage disappeared.

That night she checked the barn twice.

Then three times.

She installed a new lock.

Tomas found it the next morning.

“You think Hollis will steal pigs?”

“I think men who believe they deserve something sometimes become creative when told no.”

“Fair.”

Marin added another line to her expenses.

LOCK—$1.15.

Every dollar hurt.

But losing one Blackmir would hurt more.

October passed in preparation.

Marin converted the strongest section of the barn into six farrowing pens using lumber acquired through bookkeeping work.

Tomas showed her how to provide dry bedding, clean water, warmth, and separation where necessary.

Marin read every agricultural bulletin she could borrow.

She copied notes until her fingers cramped.

She learned what labor looked like.

She learned warning signs.

She learned when to intervene and when to leave an animal alone.

By November, she was sleeping lightly.

Then the storm came.

Rain struck the roof in hard sheets.

Wind shook the windows.

At eleven that night, Marin checked the Admiral.

The sow was restless.

At midnight she was nesting.

At one, labor began.

Marin’s hands went cold.

“Tomas,” she whispered, staring through the rain.

He lived twelve miles away.

She was alone.

“Fine.”

The Admiral grunted.

“Fine,” Marin repeated.

“You and me.”

The first piglet arrived shortly afterward.

Then another.

Then three more.

Marin checked each one, dried them where necessary, and guided them toward warmth.

Six.

Seven.

Eight.

By three in the morning, she had stopped counting time.

The tenth piglet arrived small and limp.

Marin’s heart dropped.

“No.”

She rubbed it with a cloth.

Nothing.

“Come on.”

The tiny body moved weakly.

Cold.

Too cold.

Marin opened her coat and pushed the piglet against her shirt.

“You are not dying.”

She sat in the straw with her back against the barn wall while the storm hammered the roof.

For forty minutes she held the little animal against her body.

Eventually it twitched.

Then squealed.

Marin laughed.

Then cried.

She placed it beside the Admiral.

The piglet found a teat and began nursing.

Marin covered her face with one hand.

All summer she had refused to cry over the debts.

She had not cried when Hollis threatened her.

She had not cried while repairing a roof alone in ninety-degree heat.

Now tears ran between her fingers.

Because something everyone had told her was dying had just been born again in her hands.

By sunrise Tomas arrived.

He found Marin asleep in the straw beside the pen.

He counted the piglets.

Then looked at her.

“Ten.”

Marin opened one eye.

“I know.”

“Good survival.”

“I know.”

“Lucky.”

She sat up.

“I hate you.”

“No, you don’t.”

The rest of the sows followed over the next several weeks.

Not every birth was easy.

One piglet was stillborn.

Another required Tomas’s help.

One sow refused food for nearly a day before recovering.

Marin barely slept.

But by December, six Blackmir sows had produced forty-one surviving piglets.

Forty-one.

Tomas stood in the barn watching spotted, black, reddish, and mottled young animals push through straw beneath their mothers.

His eyes filled.

Marin noticed.

“You’re crying.”

“I’m old. My eyes water.”

“Inside a barn?”

“Very dusty barn.”

“There’s fresh straw.”

“Quiet.”

Marin smiled.

After a moment Tomas said, “This may be enough.”

“Enough for what?”

“To keep them from disappearing.”

Marin looked at the animals.

“Then we keep going.”

Neither of them saw the rider on the distant road.

But the rider saw the piglets.

And by the following week, Hollis Brackett knew exactly how successful the farrowing had been.

✦
YOUR CHOICE

Cookie preferences

Read and listen either way. You can change your choice at any time using the link in the footer.

Essential & reading preferences

Remember this choice and the bookmarks, text size and listening settings you choose. Also supports security and publisher sign-in.

Always available

Help us understand story visits, chapter progress and listening using a random browser identifier. No advertising trackers are enabled.

Your choice lasts 180 days on this browser and this website. Read our privacy policy.