Workplace Reckonings

The Last Edition of the Map · Chapter 6 of 15

A Column of White

By My Life Story Editorial · Published · Updated

On Monday Tess put a sheet of plain paper over the abandoned photograph box. The white was less accusatory when she could pick it up. She carried it to Joan, who was trying to staple a circulation report with a machine that had folded three staples into one small silver animal.

“A reader column,” Tess said.

“You've brought a persuasive sample.”

“Ordinary places. What people keep in them. A room after somebody leaves, a table nobody uses. Short pieces.”

Joan held the stapler upside down. A loose spring dropped onto the report.

“Not about Nora's life,” Tess added. “We don't have that to offer.”

“We have two hundred unpaid words from the gardening writer. That's what we have.”

The subscription telephone rang. At the front desk, their part-time clerk explained that a weekly newspaper did not arrive daily, paused, then explained it again without changing her tone. Joan looked toward the sound with something like admiration.

Tess laid down a draft invitation. It asked readers to write about an ordinary place they associated with someone absent. Two hundred words at most. No photographs required. No promise of publication. She had left out their kitchen, Paul, even the word mother. On the page it seemed spacious without demanding anything from anyone.

Joan read it while prying the ruined staples apart with a letter opener.

“Who edits?”

“I do.”

“Of course you do.”

“During my hours.”

That earned a glance. Joan crossed out a sentence that sounded like a contest announcement and added that contributors would be contacted before publication. They settled on one narrow column beside the community notices. A trial, Joan said. Not a department. Nothing with a logo that would need feeding every week.

Tess returned to her desk with permission and the broken stapler. She found the spring's seat beneath a plastic lip, pressed it back with her thumbnail, and got one good staple before the handle stuck again. She put it in the supply drawer for somebody less optimistic.

For the rest of the morning the office was almost pleasant. A carrier arrived with a rubber band wound around his wrist like a bracelet. Someone heated fish in the microwave and denied it while holding the plate. Tess set the invitation in type and gave it a modest heading: Places We Keep. She chose a plain rule beneath it, no photograph, no borrowed face.

At noon Paul left a message confirming the appraisal time. She wrote it on her calendar in ink. Then she looked at the column and allowed herself to think she had found a way to fill the space without taking anything from him.

The issue went to press on Wednesday. On Thursday she carried a bundle to the circulation counter and saw her invitation folded outward on the top copy. Beneath it sat the newspaper's mailing address. The same address appeared beside letters to the editor, classified inquiries, complaints about delivery, and advertisements for used snow tires.

A man waiting to renew his subscription tapped the heading.

“You want stories about the missing girl?”

“No. Personal writing about ordinary places.”

“Because my wife thought—”

He stopped to find his checkbook. Tess waited, but he only asked the renewal price. She gave it to him and took his envelope. Her own invitation stared up from the bundle, broad enough to admit things she had not intended.

After he left, she opened the newspaper's street-side mail slot from inside. Letters fell into a plastic crate. Nobody logged them. Anyone covering the counter could open the crate, sort advertising checks, put an envelope on the wrong desk. She had spent an hour choosing a heading and no time standing here.

Joan listened without interrupting. Then she turned the trial page face down.

“We haven't promised a second one.”

“Let's not.”

“Write a clarification. Next issue.”

Tess removed the recurring space from the production schedule. She drafted a narrower invitation, then deleted that too. At five she went downstairs to check the crate herself. There were three subscription envelopes, a supply catalog, and a cream envelope addressed to Places We Keep.

A return address occupied the upper corner in careful blue ink. Through the paper she could feel several folded sheets. Tess stood with it beside the unlocked counter, while behind her the press started its heavy evening rhythm. The first letter had arrived before the correction could.

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